
It's been quite a while since my last post, so I'll sum up how things have been going in a number of subsections.
1)
MalcolmWe met him at the school last Friday afternoon, and he seemed intact, and quite pleased to see us. The report from his teacher was that he had done very well, and that there were no problems. He asked immediately if we had received the letters, and his mother replied that she had and that they had made her cry... his face grew quite pink for the next few moments as they had some quiet words a little ways away, and when he returned he was subdued.
It turns out that it was all a
joke, but of course in the absence of a wink, facial expressions, tone of voice, etc., we couldn't tell for sure. I hope that he's learned the lesson of the novice emailer: make it very clear that you are joking, or better yet, don't joke about something emotional in a letter at all!
2)
EmilyMy sister arrived on Saturday for a week's visit... so far she has settled in very nicely, and is feeling right at home. Yesterday Maggie and Emily and I went to the Royal Museum of Fine Art and saw a
Rubens exhibition that was breathtaking. I had seen some of the big altarpieces in 2004, but they were if anything even more staggering, and there were many other smaller works that I hadn't seen before (The picture that I've added at the top of this message is one that struck me particularly strongly). The altar paintings are twenty feet high, and incredible in their clarity, colour, gritty detail and emotional impact.
I know we've all been very glad to see Emily; Duncan has been talking to her a lot, and she and Malcolm have gone off this afternoon to the Da Vinci exhibition at the Basilica of St. Catherine. I'm sure they'll come back raving about it just as we did.
3)
ThanksgivingIt was a bit odd celebrating Thanksgiving this past monday... it was great to have Emily here, of course, and we cooked a nice capon for dinner (no luck finding
dinde) but I felt a little bit blue, a feeling that's been coming on for a while. Perhaps it was because of the grey weather, perhaps because of being away from Canada on a holiday; perhaps because Thanksgiving, like other holidays, serves as sort of a marker, a significant tick on the watch-face of the year. Thanksgiving since I was a child and a student has always meant for me a change in the quality of feeling, both in the world outside (as the cool clear days of early autumn, my favorite time of year, pass into the wet and colder days of late October and November) and in school, where the novelty of a new year, with its new pens, binders, and a brick-like stack of fresh three-hole-punched blue-lined notepaper begins to fade, and the real work begins. With each of these seasonal markers that pass, I realize how long we have been here in Brussels, and I feel a stronger sense of urgency to progress in my auditioning.
It's always this way for me, up and down emotionally when work is plentiful and when it is scarce. The difference now is that I really don't have another routine that centres around my day job, and as much as I enjoy the freedom to practice on my own terms, the challenge of living without a significant external structure of work can be daunting. I know it seems ridiculous to feel dissatisfied with freedom, but it is the truth... creating your own structure can be made easier by introducing daily routines, but even so it is exhausting, kind of like pulling yourself up by your own bootstraps, and requires a lot of discipline. It doesn't hurt to set yourself a little competition. I certainly need the encouragement of my colleagues, friends and family more than ever now.
4)
AuditionsSo far the total number of auditions scheduled is three, with one completed. The two other ones are with a choral concert conductor, and the ZBF, the central artist agency in Cologne, Germany. I've been making myself very busy calling around, and the magnitude of the task was starting to make it difficult to maintain my concentration... keeping track of who had been called, when, and who needed material emailed, who wanted it posted, who needed a follow-up reminder, etc. was becoming difficult to manage.
I decided to start a new journal file with contact names of new Belgian, French and German houses/agents, and at the same do an inventory of my older files to help focus my efforts on the people I had spoken with in February. I've been adding notations to each contact, and have a better sense of how I'm doing now.
This morning, for example, I called 15 different places in Belgium and France, and for nearly all of them I followed up with emails. That doesn't sound like a lot, but it's very tiring, especially if your telephone french isn't great (although mine is improving, like most things, through suffering). So far out of the 15, two said that they could not offer me auditions at this time; two said they are interested in hearing me but will call me when auditions are scheduled, one suggested I call in mid-February, as the conductor will be here in Brussels around that time. Two more want me to mail them CDs, and the remainder have only just received my emailed bio and c.v. and have not yet responded.
I'm highly motivated to contact these people; it's hard to get going but when you do secure an audition it feels great, and sets up the rest of your day. I am in a little competition with my tenor friend Keith Boldt, who is very organized, and is busy getting himself established in Germany. As of last weekend, he had 10 auditions lined up already; if I'm going to catch up with him I need to keep at it!
5)
barbeque
We have a great barbeque back in Canada, that we use several times a week, pretty much year-round. I was really missing the taste of grilled food, and the broiler on the oven here isn't terribly robust, so yesterday we decided to go for broke, and have some steaks and
lardons on the barbie... man, they were great!

I must say that the barbeque here at our Brussels house is very, very modest, perhaps the size of a dinner plate (see photo at left). I am frankly quite envious of JR's barbeque back in Glons (see photo at right). It is made by Barbecook, and has a column of air underneath it, with ventilation holes, so you can stuff a couple sheets of newpaper into the column, light it, and the heat is intense enough to start the coals going without fluid or firelighters. Maybe I'll take a look at Brico, the local hardware store, and figure out if we really can afford one. They do sell gas barbeques as well, but charcoal is for sale everywhere, why bother?
I think I'll head out now and drop by the post office; there are some discs from Amazon that I have to pick up, and I also have to mail out some CDs, etc. myself. Unfortunately I wasn't thinking, and had the two CDs mailed here in Belgium; as they were manufactured out of the continent I have to pay 10 Euros Value Added Tax. I should have had them shipped to family or friends who could bring them along when they are visiting; I didn't need them that badly!
Also I think I'll make the committment to getting a pass for the swimming pool, and resuming my exercise routine of swimming in the morning. I think that will make me feel a bit better, and it's good for reducing stress.