Saturday morning we were at the Musiekgebouw aan 't Ij to rehearse starting at 11:00. There was no chance to get into the hall before that time, and we ended up more or less singing through the entire passion in rehearsal, stopping at 13h30, only to perform the whole thing again for the audience just 45 minutes later. This long rehearsal on the day of a show is something that I have only experienced in Europe, as in Canada I have very almost never been asked to sing on the day of a show, but by now I am more or less used to it.
The Musiekgebouw was filled to capacity and the audience seemed deeply engaged with the material. The performance went really very well and the artistic and staging directors were really very pleased. The applause afterwards was overwhelming and seemed to go on a very long time... afterwards many audience members stopped me in the foyer of the theatre to share their enthusiasm for the staged performance and discuss the production. It's great to see so many engaged, educated, intelligent concert-goers.
The performance was satisfying for me in a number of ways. Firstly, it's great to sing Johannespassion. Secondly, it was a debut for me of this work in Amsterdam, and indeed in the Netherlands, and while I performed in this theatre before
back in 2011, that was a modern programme, and my role was not so important then; this time I was singing big solos with musicians from the Royal Concertgebouw Orchestra, one of the best orchestras in the world.
Thirdly, I was happy to perform the role from memory for the first time, and to have struck a good balance between immersion in the emotionality of the drama, and the detachment necessary to maintain artistic focus. Last spring I went a little too far into the emotions of the piece, and so feel that I made appropriate corrections this time that kept me a bit more in control, so that I made no memory errors, and was able to execute all of the artistic decisions that I had made in rehearsal. As well the staged performance meant that there was much more free playing back and forth with the chorus and the other soloists, which was nice.
Lastly, it is deeply satisfying to have made this performance happen, because of my sheer dogged stubborn pursuit of the gig. It's a fishing expedition that started over four years ago, with meeting some Spanish musicians in Germany... based on that meeting I discovered that they were playing in the International Bach Festival in the Canary Islands, and so I hunted down the director. My first contact with him was February 24th, 2015, and I requested an audition.
It took additional contacts with him to arrange that audition at his house near Amsterdam on April 15th, 2016, with a pianist that I had to find and hire myself. After that audition, I sent four follow-up messages on May 25th, 2016, November 22nd, 2016, August 28th, 2017, and finally the 28th of August 2018 before he offered me this gig. I guess that the Canadian fisherman in me is happy to have landed the musical equivalent of a nice big speckled trout after a lot of waiting with my fishing rod in hand.
Here are a few photos of the performance, taken by a friend of the choir. There will be professional photos and perhaps an audio and video recording, so if and when I receive those I'll share them in another post.
a view from the backstage monitor:
Petrus is seen on the white platform, and Jesus is seated in white to his left.
The Evangelist is seen with a music stand at bottom right, and the chorus is at far left.
The Ij is the name of the bay of water that forms Amsterdam's waterfront. So the "music hall on the bay" is called in Flemish the "Musiekgebouw aan 't Ij"
Yours truly with Manuel Gómez Ruiz (tenor),
Maartje Rammeloo (soprano), and Rosina Fabius (mezzosoprano)
here are the members of the youth choir to the far left,
Jan-Willem Schaafsma (Evangelist), Maartje and Rosina,
and standing next to me in white, Bert van de Wetering (Christus)
I had a fairly early departure on Sunday morning, and was in Brussels shortly after 12h. Maggie and Duncan were at church in the morning and they came and picked me up by car, and we all went home together. It was a lovely reunion after a week away, and I was happy to see them, and to greet Bonnie and Clyde and of course Yoshi. The magnolia trees are well advanced, and we have some beautiful tulips, daffodils, and white narcissus coming up in the front garden.
Clyde seems to think that the bannister is his personal observation point
The afternoon was clear and bright and so Maggie and I took Yoshi for a long walk on part of our usual running route, and spent a good interval throwing the ball for him at a big field. I am thinking I might do a little bit of a run today, as it is sunny out, but the temperature is still cool, in the single digits, so perhaps I will just walk him instead. I plan to run with Lawrence on Wednesday morning anyway, so maybe it's better to rest up.
The rest of this week will involve dealing with the car, and rehearsing the Matthäuspassion, which will be performed in Bruges this Saturday. I can see by my records that the last time I sang the bass arias and the many recitatives of Petrus, Pilatus, Judas etc. was March of 2016, so it will take a little time to get everything back into my muscle memory again... fortunately I am already in "Bach mode", so that should help.